Monday, May 29, 2006 11:25 PM
happy?? ytd was alright, abit far from what i expected. went to watch OVER THE HEDGE with YOU! was alrights. but after which.. wasnt that good. sigh. thanks, thanks for that little sacrifice that you made. i appreciate it a lot.

today, went to watch PACIFIER at the parade square. it was so damn warm, no cold wind blowing.. unlike that other time, during the camp... lied down on the floor.. watching the stars. sigh.. missed those days.. though something bad happened during the camp..

i hate myself, why do you have to lie to me? why can't you tell me the truth? m i that scary?? i hate myself for not being brave enough, i hate myself for not being able to speak up. why does things have to end up this way?? it does not used to be like this.. argh...

need to save up next three months le.. got a $500 plegde to fulfil.. i will do it, and i can do it. for the next two weeks, going to have studies!!! hate it.. from morn til evening.. perhaps after the whole day, still need stay back to finish up my artefact.. wonder if we are going to have our DnT camp.. if yes, it's going to be cool.. wanna choing my DnT..

today got mother tongue O LVL!! sian. going to fail?? perhaps bahs. i got no mood to do.. i duno why.. just cant concentrate.. feeling so sleepy.. but i'm going to leave it all up to God. and i just pray that He will control it.. my everything, i lifted it all up to You.

going to choing my DnT artefact le.. cya guys.. i wish that the time will never go away... i missed those days..